WILL NOT NEVER BE

finally, the announcement was come . since yesterday, i have been like 'gemeteran' and 'deg-deg-an' . i waited, i prayed, i hoped, i expected, and i wished . i tried to gave happinesses to my friends, eventhough it just to made me clam . since : May 23, i thought, "is today the last day i tread on this place ?" i didn't know . It depend on date : June 28, 2010 . uhh, i was shock . my name was not at the list . OH MY GOD !